Hey, Mom! How are you? I know it’s been a while since I last wrote to you. My last note was full of so much pain. I am still hurting because of your absence, but at least today is a better day. Ramsey misses you, and I know you would love to see her if you were here. Here are some pictures for you.
She’s such a sweet girl. It hurts me that you won’t get to see how she turns out. All I can do is continue to write here and hope that somehow you get these messages.
I wish you could have met my other little girl too. Dandi is a destructive mess, but she’s also my big cuddle muffin.
My life is boring, but I could always count on you to show interest in it. I know you would have liked these pictures and videos and the stories that go with them. I know you would have laughed to learn about the many pairs of underwear Dandi has destroyed, or how Ramsey now makes requests for broccoli and turkey when we know she has no intention to eat it, or how I find myself cackling (or rolling my eyes) in the car at some weird comment from Cliff.
When you were here, my life didn’t feel so boring, my struggle at having a special needs kid didn’t seem so daunting. So, I’ll keep you here a while longer, I’m holding on with all my might. I love you and miss you.
Hey, Mom! How are you? 